I'd written a long note to god
about being happy that i wasn't broke
it's funny how something like money
allows you to be comforted
like the comfort
of knowing
you'll
pay
rent
or food
and not be thrown out
to the streets yet another month
living paycheck to paycheck
is it zen to worry about such things?
is it zen to think
"oh no, i'm going to die from loneliness and a bad living environment"
what do zen monks do in squallor?
One thing i think they do is... clean.
They take a broom and sweep.
And as they do, the mind is dusted for cobwebs too.
i need to clean my mind as frequently as i can.
