Friday, April 29, 2005

a sweeping statement...

I'd written a long note to god

about being happy that i wasn't broke

it's funny how something like money

allows you to be comforted

like the comfort

of knowing

you'll

pay

rent

or food

and not be thrown out

to the streets yet another month

living paycheck to paycheck

is it zen to worry about such things?

is it zen to think

"oh no, i'm going to die from loneliness and a bad living environment"

what do zen monks do in squallor?

One thing i think they do is... clean.

They take a broom and sweep.

And as they do, the mind is dusted for cobwebs too.

i need to clean my mind as frequently as i can.